A conversation

A certain CS dude complain that i havent been updating any emo posts recently. so he decided to contribute a poem inspired by someone's msn nicks. someone who has been down and thinks that everyone's against her. well, ok lar.... i decided to publish it for his efforts.

A Conversation

I want to do well.
You don’t know how much I want to.
You don’t see the big picture.
You don’t know.

Regarding that incident.
I didn’t know what to say.
To make my point. Or give up.
It wouldn’t have made a difference.

Everything is different now.
You don’t talk to me.
I turn and I shout at you.
I want to.

I want to.
I secretly wish we would talk.
But I live better in lies.
I avoid conversations.
With you.

A conversation.
I cannot lie when I speak.


on another note: we learn something new everyday. sometimes we learn that what we learn yesterday was wrong.